I wish I was never dependent on anyone than myself. Depending on anyone is embarassing. It is humiliating to ask for help, it is humiliating to wait for someone to do a job for you because you cannot acheive the same yourself.
Relationships, emotional dependence is the worst. You cannot just control your feelings of the need, of someone’s presence, of someone laughing with you on your bizzare joke, feelings of completeness, feeling of whole world coming together into one piece when you are with that one.
I hate this..